If I had known ages ago
That I would be searching for you face
I wouldnt have closed my eyes
I would have stayed awake and watch you sleep
If I had known that I would be longing to be next to you
I wouldnt have shooed you away
Each time I catch you invading my place
If I had known that I would be missing your voice
I would have let you blabber nothingness in the air
I would have been tolerant when you shout at high noon
If I had known then that one day
I would cross this thin gray line
I would have hold your hands and had never let you go
10/01/07
6:28 pm
Jeepney halts
Screaming, boisterous
Boys and girls aboard
Head spinning
Vision clouded
The road twists and turns
Faster
Farther
Darker
Where on earth am I?
Lost
Confused
Flabbergasted
Drop me somewhere, anywhere!
Deposited in a remote road
Swimming in darkness
Shivering
Fainting
Praying
Flashes of lights, out there
Going farther and growing dimmer
No lights going my way!
Somebodys walking
Towards me
I have wanted death
And here it comes
Must be my time
But I cannot go!
I will not go
I havent seen your face
I missed your voice
I need to tell you
I need to hold you
Oh God, I cannot die!
Let me live
Lovesongs n Romantic Comedies by hermeticangel, literature
Literature
Lovesongs n Romantic Comedies
You said, I finally found the LOVE OF A LIFETIME
I said, Im gonna MAKE DAMN SURE
So you sing FOR BABY (FOR BOBBIE)
Confused, I shy away from you
Dejected, you get a bottle of beer
And cried, please love me or Ill be gone
Oh, I was off guard and I fall HEAD OVER FEET
Confessed, Im jealous with AUBREY and IRIS
You kissed my hand and declared, YOURE ALL I NEED
Even if TOMORROW wont come, I WILL BE HERE
Am losing control, is this SWEET SURRENDER?
I guess the facsimile has the answer
Boy, I must be dreamin and I cant help myself
Twas bliss when I have you near
Twas heaven when you
Here I am standing, alone
In this old familiar place
My hands felt like ice
As I closely hold the glass to my heart
I summon all the emotions of yesterday
And flashes back all the memories of the past
I see joy
I feel pain
I hear my heart breaking
And I know Ive tasted pain
I gathered them all
In my tired, worn-out hands
And washes them with waters from my eyes
Then wrap them with passion in my heart
And slowly deposited inside the precious glass
I pause for a moment
Feel my heart
And decide my mind
I kneel on the ground
And lay down the precious glass
With a solemn promise that
Beginning today I would try to live
It kills the cat
but the mouse
it tires
not the mind
but the body
it delivers
the spirits
to the outside world
it builds
thousand of castles
in the air
it paves way to
instantly acquired diseases
it stirs
settled rashes
and skin irritations
it enduces
sleepy moments
on broad daylight
it intensifies
burning desires
to escape cruelty
it sparks
uncaptured ideas
and flashes wisdom
it motivates
the mouse
to chase the cat
Come down rain
Go on pourin
Help me conceal
The sadness in my eyes
And the tear thats falling
From the corners of my eyes
While I go on dancing
As your millions of droplets
Touch my face
Come take my blues away
Share with me your kinds of stories
Sing to me your most poignant song
Envelop me with the mystery of your senses
Till I no longer yearn
For the warmth of the sun shining
These Three Little Creatures by hermeticangel, literature
Literature
These Three Little Creatures
These three little creatures, oh so cuddly!
Attired by Seasons with love and beauty,
Behold their faces spells serenity,
As immaculate as the clouds can be.
They sprang from the bossom of human life,
Completely armed by Minervas wisdom,
Alas, their sweetness is irresistibly tricky,
Yet, unmistakably cool and dainty.
They give us butterfly kisses,
Gentler than the generous breeze,
So smart, quick and healthy,
Like genteel fiches in the sea.
Their genuine little chatter,
Fills the air with equal laughter,
Foolishly innocent and simply wacky,
These three creatures, oh cuddly!
My day start with an eager
anticipation of your coming
For hours Im dreaming
of what you would be like
Of what would be the feeling
of holding you close to me
I want to pull the hands of time
Just to culminate the waiting
of seeing you smiling
When the day is over
I wish to grow wings
on my hurried feet
To elude the traffic
Because am dying to see you
And I know, my long wait is over
For I clearly see you here
And when I first cast
my eyes upon you
An overwhelming rapture
enveloped me
I can hardly believe
If all of this is ever true
I was too young
to commit myself
But there you are sleeping
An extensio
My day start with an eager
anticipation of your coming
For hours Im dreaming
of what you would be like
Of what would be the feeling
of holding you close to me
I want to pull the hands of time
Just to culminate the waiting
of seeing you smiling
When the day is over
I wish to grow wings
on my hurried feet
To elude the traffic
Because am dying to see you
And I know, my long wait is over
For I clearly see you here
And when I first cast
my eyes upon you
An overwhelming rapture
enveloped me
I can hardly believe
If all of this is ever true
I was too young
to commit myself
But there you are sleeping
An extensio
These Three Little Creatures by hermeticangel, literature
Literature
These Three Little Creatures
These three little creatures, oh so cuddly!
Attired by Seasons with love and beauty,
Behold their faces spells serenity,
As immaculate as the clouds can be.
They sprang from the bossom of human life,
Completely armed by Minervas wisdom,
Alas, their sweetness is irresistibly tricky,
Yet, unmistakably cool and dainty.
They give us butterfly kisses,
Gentler than the generous breeze,
So smart, quick and healthy,
Like genteel fiches in the sea.
Their genuine little chatter,
Fills the air with equal laughter,
Foolishly innocent and simply wacky,
These three creatures, oh cuddly!
Come down rain
Go on pourin
Help me conceal
The sadness in my eyes
And the tear thats falling
From the corners of my eyes
While I go on dancing
As your millions of droplets
Touch my face
Come take my blues away
Share with me your kinds of stories
Sing to me your most poignant song
Envelop me with the mystery of your senses
Till I no longer yearn
For the warmth of the sun shining
It kills the cat
but the mouse
it tires
not the mind
but the body
it delivers
the spirits
to the outside world
it builds
thousand of castles
in the air
it paves way to
instantly acquired diseases
it stirs
settled rashes
and skin irritations
it enduces
sleepy moments
on broad daylight
it intensifies
burning desires
to escape cruelty
it sparks
uncaptured ideas
and flashes wisdom
it motivates
the mouse
to chase the cat
Here I am standing, alone
In this old familiar place
My hands felt like ice
As I closely hold the glass to my heart
I summon all the emotions of yesterday
And flashes back all the memories of the past
I see joy
I feel pain
I hear my heart breaking
And I know Ive tasted pain
I gathered them all
In my tired, worn-out hands
And washes them with waters from my eyes
Then wrap them with passion in my heart
And slowly deposited inside the precious glass
I pause for a moment
Feel my heart
And decide my mind
I kneel on the ground
And lay down the precious glass
With a solemn promise that
Beginning today I would try to live
Lovesongs n Romantic Comedies by hermeticangel, literature
Literature
Lovesongs n Romantic Comedies
You said, I finally found the LOVE OF A LIFETIME
I said, Im gonna MAKE DAMN SURE
So you sing FOR BABY (FOR BOBBIE)
Confused, I shy away from you
Dejected, you get a bottle of beer
And cried, please love me or Ill be gone
Oh, I was off guard and I fall HEAD OVER FEET
Confessed, Im jealous with AUBREY and IRIS
You kissed my hand and declared, YOURE ALL I NEED
Even if TOMORROW wont come, I WILL BE HERE
Am losing control, is this SWEET SURRENDER?
I guess the facsimile has the answer
Boy, I must be dreamin and I cant help myself
Twas bliss when I have you near
Twas heaven when you
Jeepney halts
Screaming, boisterous
Boys and girls aboard
Head spinning
Vision clouded
The road twists and turns
Faster
Farther
Darker
Where on earth am I?
Lost
Confused
Flabbergasted
Drop me somewhere, anywhere!
Deposited in a remote road
Swimming in darkness
Shivering
Fainting
Praying
Flashes of lights, out there
Going farther and growing dimmer
No lights going my way!
Somebodys walking
Towards me
I have wanted death
And here it comes
Must be my time
But I cannot go!
I will not go
I havent seen your face
I missed your voice
I need to tell you
I need to hold you
Oh God, I cannot die!
Let me live
If I had known ages ago
That I would be searching for you face
I wouldnt have closed my eyes
I would have stayed awake and watch you sleep
If I had known that I would be longing to be next to you
I wouldnt have shooed you away
Each time I catch you invading my place
If I had known that I would be missing your voice
I would have let you blabber nothingness in the air
I would have been tolerant when you shout at high noon
If I had known then that one day
I would cross this thin gray line
I would have hold your hands and had never let you go
10/01/07
6:28 pm
Untitled
I'm here
with all my bottled anger...
the smiles and hollow laughter
all but mock my wasted existence.
To you it seems
I have no fear...
Inside this shell,
I keep the tears.
You think you know me,
I envy you...
For I don't know how to be happy
so I make them unhappy.
I'm tired of this dupery,
of people taking pity...
thinking I am cold
when I am only sad...
Favourite genre of music: anything rock at work, light n easy at 3am Operating System: pc MP3 player of choice: my MP3 Skin of choice: mine Favourite cartoon character: myself
Favourite Visual Artist
myself
Favourite Movies
cinema paradiso, antonia's line, dead poet's society, 50firstdates, wedding singer
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
taking back sunday, my chemical romance, mae, kwjan, bamboo,
Ok... Ok..
I've been missing DA...
Months ago i walked away from DA because my brain gets so messy and my heart is sick.
Much as i wanted to be productive and squeeze any creative juices that someone supernatural have planted in my genes, i just cant. And I felt that continuing giving voice to Hermeticangel would be a disservice to this community as i would only be writing trivialties... and so I quit.
Its not that pain or miseries or emptiness or any negative emotions is evil but i felt that spreading these emotions is not healthy and wouldnt do anybody good. And who wants a broken leg when you can have hefty wings to fly?
2006 has b
I hope this is the last time
'Cause I'd never say no to you
This conversation's been dead on arrival
And there's no way to talk to you
This conversation's been dead on
A rivalry goes so deep between me
And this loss of sleep over you
This is side one
Flip me over
I know I'm not your favorite record
The songs you grow to like never stick at first
So I'm writing you a chorus
And here is your verse
No, it's not the last time
'Cause I'd never say no to you
This conversation's still dead on arrival
And there's no way to talk to you
When you're dead on
A rivalry goes so deep between me
And this loss of sleep over you
This is sid
this Photograph Is Proof (I Know You Know)
Well, i'll wait till you listen
I wont say a word
to follow your instincts
just never worked for me
you're silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card)
and you're noticing nothing again
Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
(Feel it out for once and feel nothing like everyone else)
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
and I know you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it
I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't me